welll well isnt this the wonderful world of xanga
im pretty sure not a damn person in the world is gonna read this. i forgot i had this till ir ealized im still getting reminders in my email of subcribtion digests....never read them anayways deleting them is like a subconcious habit.
so its 6.07 in the morning and i am waiting for one of the greatest cartoons this part of my life...avatar the last airbender...childish yes but blends a cool plot with cool as fuck martial arts[tai chi! bahg wou(htink thats how its spelled), northern shaolin!]...and the plot is really fucking cool. and the childish antic made to make lil kids laugh...yes i laugh my ass off.
so anyways if anyone who seems to still exist on this site is wondering whats going on in my life...well a big ol pile of NOTHING. besides the fact that romantically ive been fucked sideways so hard youd think im jesus hanging on the cross...ive been fucked over by so many so called friends i dont trust people as much and since my familiy is so finacially fucked i dont have money to go anywhere...and with no bike or liscence to drive a non existant car im bassically fucked...spcially when my favorite person ever lives almost an hour away.
so what do i do?
nothing
i write
play neverwinter knights[an elf rogue with a mean longbow+2]
i read books[ more specifically saul williams ,said the shotgun to the head over n over and certain excerpts for inspiration]
make fun of people
play oblivion at my friends meagens house when i can get over there
and sleeping
also think about the enviorment and how i wish i could kick some waster's ass
anyways i forgot this site exists and i dont even care
if you read this that means yes your alive and somehow in a far off internet land
exist in my life
bye
n fuck off
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